I got out of my bed at dawn and went for a walk. The coolness was
soothing my desperation and my eyes were looking everywhere considering the
chance that she maybe be feeling the same and would be out. I walked up to the pool and sat at the bench
and replayed all the memories in my mind. I sat there in chillness with a mild
smile in my face and the image of her in my mind. Tall, slender, curvy body
with perfect ass and breasts, she was heavenly. And her eyes; she had the most
beautiful eyes. I could see the sky and sea in her eyes.
The sun was up and slowly the participants started coming to the park
and pool. The tie-sheet was pasted in the notice board and many of the
students were clinging upon one another to take a peek. It felt funny that I
was the part of the crowd until yesterday and I didn’t care about it at all
today. I was a divergent and she was my genesis. My chain of thought was
suddenly interrupted by loud ring of bell. It was the signal for all the
participants to gather for the assembly. All the participants started moving
towards the assembly hall and I also carried myself along with everyone. My
eyes started wandering at all the faces I passed but unfortunately she was
nowhere to be seen. I felt tired, maybe because of the sleepless night and I
realized I hadn’t eaten anything since yesterday afternoon.
There was a long queue for entering the hall as the registration and
badge distribution was done in the way in. The volunteers were rather sluggish
and taking lots of time on one participant. I was irritated by the scene and
felt dizzy due to weakness. It took forever to reach the door and when I got
inside all the chairs were already taken. It was like a nightmare and in
between events I was trying to wake up in my bed, in my room. Suddenly I came
back to reality when I heard my name. My friends had reserved a seat for me. I
was never thankful to anyone as I was towards them at that moment.
“We looked for you everywhere, where were you?” My friend asked me.
“I was just roaming around.” I lied. “Do you have something to eat, I
am so hungry.”
“Oh you
missed the breakfast! I just have orange juice.”
I rejuvenated
with each gulp and my dizziness was gone for good. My eyes were soon wandering
all around and finally they found what they were looking for. Chie with her
teammates was sitting at the third row from the front. The hall was noisy with
all the participants moving searching for the seats and shouting their team
mates names. My eyes were fixed on Chie’s dorsum, I was worried that if even
for a fraction of second I moved my eyes, I would lose her. I just wanted her
to look back at me, to know that I was there in that hall, behind her, several
seats though. I thought of calling her loud so that she will hear me but with
all the noise, my shout would be lost half way. I decided to try telepathy. I had
read that, if the feelings are strong, telepathy works. So, I concentrated with
all my might, looked steadily in the back of her head and shouted her name in
my mind, CHIE. It was of no use. But it was fascinating that I could
concentrate my focus to that level in a clamorous scenario as such. I felt
guilty for all those times I blamed my friends and family for distracting my concentration,
as I realized that it was the will that shapes up the concentration of the
brain, not the situation or scenario. That’s what Buddha is, a person who can focus
on the right thing even in chaos, and the right thing, right now was to
communicate with Chie, whatever the means it may require.
“Did u see
the tie-sheet?” My friend interrupted my chain of thoughts.
“What?” I sounded
annoyed.
“Tie sheet,
did you see it? We are going up tomorrow, against Bandung in the first round.”
“Oh!” I said,
“Bandung is easy. Isn’t it the team we beat in their own home last time?”
“Yes it is.
And the participants are all the same. Stupid selectors.” She roasted. “What’s
wrong with you? You look very distracted.”
“Oh, it’s
nothing. I am not feeling so well. Maybe because I missed the breakfast.”
Suddenly the
hall, as loud as the war zone turned dead silent as the announcer took the
podium to welcome all the participants. The inaugural ceremony followed by the
speech of the chief guest and other guest, welcoming and sharing best wishes continued
for about two hours. All that time I was just focused on my telepathy. I would
be distracted and come back to reality every time a loud roar of claps would
follow the end of welcome speech of a guest. If it was other times, I would
instruct all my teammates to focus on every word of these intellectual speakers
as they gave us tips for better debates, but today, even I wasn’t listening a
word, they were saying. I was just focusing on the round head with black hair
and shouting the name loud in my mind, CHIE. It didn’t work.
After the inaugural
ceremony was over, all the participants were instructed to move towards the
canteen for lunch. My heart leaped, I could finally see her now. I jumped from
my seat and rushed towards the front door, where Chie was heading. I bounced on
some participants and shouted sorry on each tackle. I heard stupid, moron
directed towards me, but those didn’t offend or stop me. What did hit brake on
my flight was the thought of presenting myself in front of her. I had already embarrassed
myself in front of her once and chasing her in that speed and with that
desperation would only make a bad impression. I stood still in between the
passage of the hall blocking hundreds of participants bouncing on me. I watched
her moving towards the exit door and as she reached the door, I thought of
using telepathy again and shouted her name with all my might in my mind. She
stopped and looked towards me. I was never that delighted in my whole life, it
was like accomplishing the greatest challenge. Finally she was looking at me
and as I looked around everyone was looking at me. It was then when I realized,
I had shouted her name out loud and had created a story for everyone to share
back home about the competition. A huge roar of laughter filled the hall and my
face turned from red to pale with shame and embarrassment. But it was not over
yet, what came after was disastrous. I don’t know why I did that, but I lifted
by right hand, put it in my left side of my chest and pointed towards her. She
was already embarrassed got only annoyed by my acts and walked away. I followed
the crowd and walked towards the cafeteria.
“Why did you
run towards the front door?” My teammate found me. “You are acting strange.
What’s the matter?”
It was
fortunate they were already out of the hall before my showdown.
“I was
hungry. I didn’t know there was a back door.” I lied.
“But you came
in from the back door”.
“Where’s the
food?” I winked.
I got a pyramid
of food in my plate but didn’t feel like eating. All the events started playing
in my mind, and I cursed myself for being as an ass. I was just playing with my
food which now I had decided not to eat, I saw Chie coming towards me. I froze
on the chair, eyes steady on her as if I was watching a ghost in a horror
movie. She had an annoyed expression in her face but when she saw my condition couldn’t
stop bursting into a loud laughter. That eased me and I relaxed a bit. I tried
to bring a curve of smile in my face. She sat in the chair next to mine with a
big smile, while I sat there with my head low in embarrassment. I couldn’t look
her in her eyes.
“That stunt
you pulled in there was awkward, but required guts. I am impressed.” She said.
I raised my
head with a jerk after hearing that and hurt my neck. I always had that wiring
problem with my nerves in my neck. I would feel severe pain in my neck if I jerked
my head.
“Ouch!” I struck
my head on the table. It felt so funny, I started laughing with my head down,
eyes full of tears and both my hands on my neck.
“Are you ok?”
She asked joining the laugh with me.
“Manufacturing
defect” I replied.
“Oh I have
lot of those”.
She is just
trying to comfort me, I thought. What defect could such a perfect body have, I questioned
with myself.
“So, what
were you trying to tell me back there?”
“I am in love
with you. The reason I am here, in this competition, or in this country is to
be with you. It was fate that we met. I loved you before we even met, my love
just didn’t have a face then, but it has now.”
“So much for
two swipes of hands.” She laughed. “I am facing Australian Int’l after lunch. When
is your’s turn?”
“Tomorrow.”
“I will see
you at 6 this evening then. Meet me at SKYE.”
She stood up
and left. My heart missed a beat and my body was flying with joy. SIX and SKYE
were the only two words floating in my brain,
“Good luck”,
I shouted. I wonder if she heard.
(to be continued....)
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